lost

Lost, so much lost.
How did you go and lose all that I gave you?
Holes in your pockets, leak in your heart?
How did you stab me as I lay down in front of you, a place for you to walk?
Spikes in your heels, lost love?
How did you lose it?
Great quantities floating somewhere in a forgotten corner
of the vastest of oceans.. like an oil spill,
coating the birds, killing the fish,
an overdose of passion.
How did I carry you? Weightless in the water,
wading through it all, a destination disappearing into a fogged horizon line.
A straight spine like toothpicks, lasting only so long.
Its not like I need the extra weight.